emptiness...

... not sure what's wrong with me lately, but mr puddins and i have been overwhelmed with a feeling of emptiness. work is cool and fulfilling. marriage has it's trials, but no one's been reported on the side of a milk carton yet. even mr puddins doesn't always finish his meals nowadays. wtf?

i dunno.

i love my friends, love my life, like where i stand IN my life at this point.... and yet i feel i'm yearning for some kind of change. what? what the hell is causing this rift in my mind? my soul?

i read an article the other day telling me of a common feeling people get when they fall into a rhythm of a lifestyle. wake up, work, interact, drive home, same tv, same hobby, eat, sleep. stop. begin again. wake up, work, interact, drive home, same tv, same hobby, eat, sleep.

i'm not saying this is me... or is it? good thing i've been working some other things into my life that make me happy. friends. outings. much needed upcoming vacation with wifee and our 2 close friends.

i'll be fine. no need to start looking for me on a milk carton. besides, i think i'm becoming lactose intolerant, so i'd like to end up on a jones's soda bottle maybe instead.

mr puddins just smiles. fizzees make his whiskers curl.