... sometimes i feel

... that when everything's going jes' right, the other shoe is about to drop. today i took the day off to get some things done. to relax. i came home sick and have woken up today feeling like total monkey-butt. i'm weak, a little nauseated, and jes wanna crawl back into bed. so much for my "to-do" list. it's already been shoved to the back of my mind. will someone go get me some damned chickee-soup? .. meh

i'm not a complete idiot tho. i know things will take their turn. i'm a reasonably successful designer and marketing director for a company that's jes' gone international. as the designer, my new logo's been accepted and i'm now moving QUICKLY forward to implement the new logo throughout the entire company (6+ sites) as it's applied to all literature, flyers, tear sheets, letterheads, business cards, the website, autosignatures and many many many more things... there's so much to do, and so little time. what would normally be a 6+ month process has been accelerated to under a month, so needless to say the countless hours i sit at the office or at home working into the wee hours are well placed, if not jesta' lil' insane. of course it doesn't stop there: i also create from scratch all the literature, flyers, and basically everything you'd expect to see from a company whether it's a slick glossy, a dazzling website in 'da works thanks to my new employee, (dan the man) and more...

whatever. this isn't meant to be a tirade. not a call for help. i'm jes venting and damnit, i can once in awhile even if it's jes' into the vast internetty-space of bloggerville. at the very least i can relax today a little bit. maybe curl up and watch a netflix... or perhaps retreat at some point into my dark and cavernous bedroom and crawl back into my proverbial hole.

at the very least, i can say, however, that the picture i posted has given me a possibly unnatural and terrifying fear of seagulls. can you say holy OUCH!?